Friday, November 18, 2005
i just came from Com 140 class which is Newswriting. My teacher just happens to be one of the senior writers in Philippine Daily Inquirer and this puts so much pressure on me to excel in this class.
but what i'm scared of even more is the pressure that working in the journ industry will put on my shoulders. i'm afraid that because of the crazy work schedule i won't have time for myself, or worse, that i won't find a husband or be able to start a family. this is embarassing, but i've always felt like i was born to be married or something. acccck. ang pathetic ano?
i know. that's soooo Jessica Simpson. but i really do see myself taking care of my husband (and kids), but i do want to work too.
i didn't ever dream of being a spinster. and i didn't ever dream of being a bad mom. but i just feel like that's what my chosen career path entails.
fuck dudes. should i stay?
Lord help me decide.
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