Wednesday, October 19, 2005

after quite some time i finally checked my Friendster today. it was flattering to be getting 'smiles' (its a new feature where you can send smiles to people through their messages) from people i dont know, and even messages that say they wish i'm doing well.

it's just that most of the time the kind of messages that are sent through Friendster are from people who say they like the way you look, and that's pretty much why they care. i find it sad that people give so much value to superficial things.

people always stop and take note of the things i've been given and am lucky to have but they never stop and take notice of the things i do to make the life easier for other people.

like how i'd give up precious sleep to do a big bulk of the work that's been assigned to a group, but which i chose to shoulder. like how i'd suppress my anger so that the people who hurt me won't experience the pain they're causing me. like how i'd pray for other people's lives to get better even when i have problems of my own.

i know that i shouldn't be doing good things to others if i'll only be asking for something in return.. but when you're getting entirely nothing, and much worse, when you get the opposite of what you're giving, you can't help but get tired of giving.

why is it that the people you care for the most are the ones who forget about you? and why is it that the people who say they love you are the ones who aren't around when you need people to lean on?

pixie
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