Sunday, December 19, 2004

OUT OF TOUCH...

i spent the weekend at The Peninsula hotel in Makati with my family. we were greeted by sprawling gardens, a facade sparkling with christmas lights and gold ornaments, uniformed busboys and hostesses who fit right into the pages of Cosmo or FHM. inside was a 20-foot Christmas tree with gifts from upscale stores below it, a chi-chi crowd (among whom i saw Gretchen Barretto) and the Philharmonic Orchestra playing Christmas songs. oohh.. i feel Christmas! .... NOT.

when we finally checked-in, i left the hotel room and walked to nearby G4. i was able to do 4 rounds of the mall.. alone. i walked amidst the crowd of couples, families and friends who came to do their Christmas shopping. and there i was.. alone. i was thinking of my friends PJ and Ishi who i'd probably be having fun with if i weren't stuck in makati.

i felt a pang of loneliness and went to McCafe for a stupid latte. (hey that rhymes!) Starbucks is still the best. (ok..ok.. that's beside the point!) sitting there.. looking around.. i just friggin missed my old friends. i'm always with my blockmates right now (who are a lot of fun to be with), but nothing beats being with old friends.

i just feel so out of touch.. i don't even know what's happening to my high school friends right now. before college, i feared that this would happen and it did. *sigh* right now i just wish i'd be morphed back into my old self and just be sitting in my 4th yr classroom.. or out with my old friends..just like things were before.

my Christmas would be happier if only they're around...

IV-Mere Maria.. the Bombshells.. the Sexballs.. the Superfriends..

I MISS YOU!

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